Today your rock will be put up. Its the finaly touch to your passing. I still can;t believe your gone and i can't talk to you. Life is going on but there is not a day that goes bye that your not in my thougths. I known that you are so proud of your boys, Al,ja and JOe. They are really doing good. Joe is such a great soul. He misses you so much and visits your grave often. He is so grown up for his age. You did a great job in rasing him. Me and him have gotton so much more closer in the last few months. I known that you are glad of that. We often talk about you and it helps me to talk to him and i hope it helps him as well. I just can't believe one of the best people i knew is gone. Donna i love you and miss you soooo much.
Everytime we hear a joke, everytime we go to church, everytime I walk outside and see how beautiful it is I remember Donna. When we would get together she always started out letting us know how things were going with Jason, then Joseph. After we would talk about that for awhile she would always want to do something fun. If it was just watching a funny movie or something she had seen on youtube. She LOVED to laugh! I can't believe how much we still miss her. Every church service I can feel her presence right there with us. It's times like that when it feels like she never left us.
Donna was my sister by marriage but she was so much more than that .She was always there if I needed her and she knew that I was there for her she would come to me or call me when she wanted me to talk to Allison or the boys if they would not listen to her; she would say please talk to them they won't listen to me you know after her passing Icould hear her saying that to me all she wanted was for Allison and her boy,s to be saved and to follow Jesus and I know she would want that for Jared also and for all her loved ones so this is to her boy's if your not in church you need to find a GOD believeing church and go there time is short and we have no guarantee of tomorrow, we seen that when Donna was taking from us so quickly. So remember Donna is living with Jesus and to see her again we must be saved thru Jesus so Iwould like to ask her boy's to do this one thing for me always think before you do something WWJD and WWDD
There is so many things i would love to say to Donna. I keep thinking of everything we did together. We would always compare our electric bills each month lol. We always wanted to see whose was cheaper mine never was... The fair is coming up , the last three yrs watched the dery together. Boating season is here and we would be ready to go out on the lake.. I really can explain it but a part of me is really missing . I just don't known what to do about it.. Dawson told me and JOe that Jesus was coming to get him were he could live with Donna in heaven. He just doesn't understand but how could a 3 yr old cause i don't understand it myself. I known you are in a better place and i would want you to come back.. BUt there is such a emptyness in me that will never go away... Donna would be so proud of Joe he is really being strong and doing just want she would want him to do.. She really raised a great kid/man.. Me and him are like brother and sister without the fighting.. Its great. I feel like he is there for me and i am there for him in anyway.. Donna i love you .. Until next time i will be thinking of you......
A poem I like....
Let Me Go
We've known lots of pleasure, At times endured pain, We've lived in the sunshine and walked in the rain. But now were're separated, and for a time apart,But i am not alone , your forever in my heart.
Death always seems so sudden, and it is always sure, Bute waht is often forgotten is is not without a cure. I walking now with someone, and i know he'll always stay , I known he's walking iwth you to ,giving you comfort everday. THere may be times you miss me and i sort of hope you do, but smile when you think of me for i'll be waiting for you
Now there's many things for you to do and lots of ways to grow,so get busy,be happy, and live you live,miss me but let me go..
I just really love this.. Donna you are forever in my heart.....
