Where to begin is hard to figure out. I think of her every other second. Everytime I look into my childs eyes knowing he is hurting and dosn't understand why Granna is gone. How do you tell a 4 year old the center of his world is gone? Donna and I shared alot of stories, laughs and cries. I always enjoyed discussing the Bible with her and arguing about Joes future! I am so grateful that I was blessed with her presence and that Jared could'nt have had a more loving and caring Granna. I never had to worry when Jared was with her I knew she would always do what she felt was the best for him.
Donna thank you for so much the love, the understanding and the second chance. I am so glad that Saturday I told you that I loved you. I know you are happy but I will never understand why God chose now. How do I raise Jared without you? I know that you have now met my son Dylan that we talked about so many times. Please hold him like I would and let him know that I love him and think of him every morning and every night and that everytime I close my eyes I still see his beautiful face. I will be with you guys someday and I can't wait.
I love you and I miss you. Jared knows that you are always with him he tell everybody that you are in his heart. Don't worry about Dad and Joe I will take care of them. Please come around and visit every once in awhile. Jared says he misses you and to please come back.